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Well

A lot of things had happened over the course of this month. I've dated someone for a year and then I lost him to my best friend. Does it hurt? You bet it does. I realize the two will forever blame me for what had happend and in all honesty, I've lost a lot of reasons to give a flying fuck anymore. I'll still draw, I'll still post my things on here and I'll try to make myself happy. I don't need a man in my life to make me happy. I know I haven't been posting anything on here since my thumb drive went missing. I'll get another one sooner or later, if that's the case. I won't trust anyone anymore. I can't afford to. I have very little real life friends because of my best friend taking my boyfriend away from me, though the little I have means a lot to me. *hugs both AnnapyraK and AnnabelMaple* I'll try to continue on with what I'm doing and I'll also be posting photos of my crochet projects. Working on a scarf but it's taking a while since stiches kind of confuse me but I'm getting the hang of it. I don't want to feel by myself anymore but what choice would I be given? Exactly.
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NayuSiminova Featured By Owner May 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I know how that feels thanks for the watch, and if that man did it, well my boyfriend used to have girls who would do that to him all the time, till I came along and found his heart and realized all those girls really didn't know what they had.
as for me, I've also been betrayed but over time those people came around, but first I had to endure hell for well over a year, and trust me, its never easy, but as long as you can stand back up, and hold onto something true, you can make it through.
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Elainatehkitty Featured By Owner May 4, 2015
 This happened four years ago but thank you for the advice, it was much appreciated. I need to update my journal. ^^; I hope I didn't inconvenience you. Everything is much better than it was then. I was in a really dark place when my relationship with my boyfriend ended but I'm doing much better and I am happier with my boyfriend. Thank you so much. c:
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NayuSiminova Featured By Owner May 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
your welcome :)
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LadyHellhound Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
U go girl! U don't let no man drive u down. If that happened to me, I would show no mercy. And thats what u need. To show him and her no mercy.
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lesatho Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Man, sucks that you've been having such a hard time. I'm sure things will turn around for you. :)
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Lentertament Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:C Again I'm really sorry for what had happened and I really love to help/talk if you want to.
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Annabellemapel Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012  Hobbyist
*Hugs* I'm here for you and I will stick a spork in them both if it will helP! :spork:
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Lentertament Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Sporks, the thing we need more on our dinning tables
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Annabellemapel Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012  Hobbyist
>:D Sporks are much better then clothes pins. We are all inferior to clothes pins so we are also inferior to sporks (I have issues and I really do love sporks.)
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MetalKnightStar Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Well, I still care about you. ^^ :huggle:
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Elainatehkitty Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012
Thanks. :hug:
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MetalKnightStar Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
You're welcome. ^^

If you ever need someone to talk to, send me a note. Okay? =)
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Elainatehkitty Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012
Yeah, I will should I need anything. :hug:
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MetalKnightStar Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
lol Well, I'm all ears, sweetie. ^^

Whenever you're ready. =)
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DonnyFate Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:hug::heart:
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Elainatehkitty Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012
Thanks, Donny, I needed it. It sucks that I spent my whole year with someone who I thought I loved and was loved back.
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DonnyFate Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I know that feeling very well hun. And I recently lost my best friend as well. Wish there was something else I could do but that's the down side of the net. 8C My arms don't reach far enough for a real hug. <3 Hope everything gets better, time is so lazy with it's wound healing. >:C
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Elainatehkitty Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012
I will admit, I'm a little scared of my ex and my "best friend" finding this entry and flaming it up to high heaven. I'm just being honest as to what happened to me. I know bringing in real life situations on teh internetz is a big no-no but I wanted to say how I've been.
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