A lot of things had happened over the course of this month. I've dated someone for a year and then I lost him to my best friend. Does it hurt? You bet it does. I realize the two will forever blame me for what had happend and in all honesty, I've lost a lot of reasons to give a flying fuck anymore. I'll still draw, I'll still post my things on here and I'll try to make myself happy. I don't need a man in my life to make me happy. I know I haven't been posting anything on here since my thumb drive went missing. I'll get another one sooner or later, if that's the case. I won't trust anyone anymore. I can't afford to. I have very little real life friends because of my best friend taking my boyfriend away from me, though the little I have means a lot to me. *hugs both AnnapyraK and AnnabelMaple* I'll try to continue on with what I'm doing and I'll also be posting photos of my crochet projects. Working on a scarf but it's taking a while since stiches kind of confuse me but I'm getting the hang of it. I don't want to feel by myself anymore but what choice would I be given? Exactly.